"Caress me between your fingers
Pulsating flesh
Soft skin
Hold me
Between the breeze on my collar bone
And the squeal in my moan
Between your thighs
And the submissiveness in your breathing
Between the sap that tends to seep onto the sheets
My body has missed your body so much
Claw at the cells made to shiver at your touch
Caresses me between your palms
Moist lips
Collapsing motion
Cause me to loose breath
Love me
Endlessly
Love me
Infinitely
Exposed to every flaw
Love me
Make love to me
Explore the unknown
Taste the desired sweetness
Boldly claim your territory
Deep breath
Slowly
Caress me between you limbs
Shaking nerves
My climax is tuned to yours I can feel it in your thrust
I can sense it and smell it in your beads of sweat
And I know when you want me
You want me
In your dreams
In the morning
In the mall
In the car
On the way to the store
On the kitchen counter
On the living room floor
In the shower
On the wall
And in every bed
Your body craves me
And my body needs you
Cancerous or not you’re my
Guilty pleasure
My lovely treasure
I want you you inside of me
Finger
Fingers
Cum
Cumming
Lips
Tongue
Wet
And sticky
Caress me between your fingers
Pulsating flesh
Caresses me between your palms
Moist lips
Caress me between you limbs
Shaking nerves
I want all of you
Until we have exasperated our last breath."


Chaotic-Butterfly

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Caress me between your fingers
Pulsating flesh
Soft skin
Hold me
Between the breeze on my collar bone
And the squeal in my moan
Between your thighs
And the submissiveness in your breathing
Between the sap that tends to seep onto the sheets
My body has missed your body so much
Claw at the cells made to shiver at your touch
Caresses me between your palms
Moist lips
Collapsing motion
Cause me to loose breath
Love me
Endlessly
Love me
Infinitely
Exposed to every flaw
Love me
Make love to me
Explore the unknown
Taste the desired sweetness
Boldly claim your territory
Deep breath
Slowly
Caress me between you limbs
Shaking nerves
My climax is tuned to yours I can feel it in your thrust
I can sense it and smell it in your beads of sweat
And I know when you want me
You want me
In your dreams
In the morning
In the mall
In the car
On the way to the store
On the kitchen counter
On the living room floor
In the shower
On the wall
And in every bed
Your body craves me
And my body needs you
Cancerous or not you’re my
Guilty pleasure
My lovely treasure
I want you you inside of me
Finger
Fingers
Cum
Cumming
Lips
Tongue
Wet
And sticky
Caress me between your fingers
Pulsating flesh
Caresses me between your palms
Moist lips
Caress me between you limbs
Shaking nerves
I want all of you
Until we have exasperated our last breath.

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"I tried in the stillness of the night
When the sun was trying to break darkness
When My Breathing Was Light
And my Heart Was Heavy
When My body tingled
When my limbs
Flourished with heat and need
I tried
To touch me like my fingers
Were yours
But they didn’t quite
Fit
Feel
or Fill
Me
The Same
-You Tend To Have Control Over Me"


Chaotic-butterfly

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And in the midst
I want to be held
Alone at the sound of your pulse
At the strength of your veins
In the center of your heart
And if you can’t promise me
Trust
Adjacent love
And parallel honesty
Perpendicular lines of us
I can no longer give myself
My limbs can no longer be sacrifice
My blood can no longer spill
For what’s left of me must remain
I wish to remain
So I’ll be the one to let go

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How many times do I have to spill blood from my lips for you to realize when I say I love you I mean it
I realized that you will never understand the definition of my love until
It has truely left you
Past the ignorance you have of my heart
The unknown scares you
You have decided to coat your unhappiness
Smoke away your pain
And drink away your sadness
But in my veins there is a cure
My lips will only soothe you
But with the blood spilled from my limbs I can only hope
It will show you how important you are
I am here
Waiting for you to open yourself
Flexed palms and separated fingers
I am waiting for you to let go
Stop holding on to past decisions
Run toward the light
It is earths promise.
That you will fly
But only if you believe
Only if you try
Secrets bottled up inside your chest
Why don’t you release your fireflies
Dance with the stars
Light up your sky
And then
Come back to me
Be whole with yourself
Time is being wasted
While you’re
pretending to be someone else
Dear person who I love
Just because I love you does not mean I will allow you to abuse me
Use me as your doormat
Let alone your comfort
Yes my eyes are warm
And yes my touch can sometimes be
Piercing and cold
But if you love me you will express it
With your words
And then stronger your actions
How many times do I have to spill blood from my lips for you to realize
When I say I love you I mean it
Sky diving is like falling in love
Once you have jumped
You have already rendered yourself To a crashing Thrill
You already put your faith in something someone
You will be anxious
Then excited
Then scared
That if faith in the fall
The parachute
The person you love
Is not enough to keep you floating
The crash will kill your body and leave your soul
I can still see you in the grey
But
Colors only seem pretty
When I know you’re out the clouds
And here with me
So until you want to clear the fog
I’ll stay put
I’m not searching for you anymore.

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I just want to talk to him
Hear his voice
I just was to hear him say my name.
I wonder if he feels the same.

There is an hourglass filled with roses
And as each petal dies I’m counting the time
I’m watching you fade
And there is nothing I can do to stop the clock
Or the tick
The sound of the tock
If I tried I would end up cut up from the shatter
Though I still attempt to cradle what’s left of us it always crumbles
The leaves always become dust and I can’t get back what really matters
I’m left bruised
And Beaten
Hurt and defeated
So instead of sitting and watching the seasons change
And us remain a never
I look away
I take the time and make it useful because loving someone halfway isn’t useful
I desired all of you
Like planet need sun
Like baby’s need mother
Like body’s need blood
I desired all of you
And as the petals kept falling
I could see that water would not rebirth the beautiful memories
they once were
picture present perfect
But now they are
captured pictured past and deserted
I closed my eyes and recreated our love
Wrote it down in stories
Read it to my heart every night
We are not compatible
Because somehow
We miss each other every time
But time is just a concept humans created
Compatible is for computers
And are story isn’t finished yet
but I definitely had to take a break from writing
because the tears were flowing more than the ink
and when the words did hit the paper
The wetness would smear the meaning
I mean like you could still see the fragmented sentences
But because they were blurred by the flood of my emotions you wouldn’t read it
the damp would be all you needed
To understand that
Our love isn’t ordinary but what’s normal anyway
Our love isn’t wrote about
But who’s determining what’s important
Our love can’t be only captured by the hourglass
Maybe I’ll have to get cut a few times
Expose my flesh to
Earths whispers
Let the wind speak to me
Before I can live in your garden
Until then
Every memory of us is collected in my head placed in a hourglass
Blood stained flower blossoms
And as it dies
I’m reminded
Of how the space
on top of the dead flowers
Is the air needed to grow
a new memory
a new us a
new rose
with more
You.

- so disclaimer I know I haven’t really been writing well posting because I have been writing, but that’s because I’m not sure if I’m good enough or if it’s reaching anyone so If you read this and like it I’m not asking you to reblog or like I’m asking you to talk to me about how it made you feel ask me what inspires it get to knows me as an artist.
It’s always love , Chaotic-Butterfly

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Ethiopia

Ethiopia
Under dimmest lights Ill still find you to be my guidance
I am submissive to your voice
It soothes
Keeps the heat in my blood warm
You’re leaving In a couple days
As the time passes I feel my self
Getting weaker
I hear my heart race for your companion
In the longest distance you’ll still be my prize to chase after
How is it that you make me feel beyond beautiful
I accepted me for myself a long time ago
But you take me as an equal
You call me beautiful
We are lucky to have each other
While continuing to have ourselves
You are leaving soon
And I can already feel my hands get numb
My Tongue become thick In my throat
I can feel my fist tighten
I’ll miss you
And no matter the distance you’ll still be worth running for
You’ll still be worth fighting For
If each of us landed on opposite ends of the earth
You would be worth traveling for
Euphoric waves of connection
Transcending emotion
I love you’s float to each other’s ears in harmony
Our heartbeats intertwine
We are music
We are poetry
We are love
When you leave
I’ll be here waiting patiently to fall back into the arms of compassion
Indulge in you who I desire
Become Self-gratified
Love and let love Multiply
Be happy
Let my glow radiate
Create sparks that can penetrate
The mind body and capture our souls
I’ll dive deep into your bliss
Conjured up in the core of the earth
I’ll love the heat
Love the burn
You are a king
I’m your queen
Each other is what we deserve
But you’re leaving
So until then I’ll write to you
Poems, Letters, Songs
You’ll read them and in that moment will be in each other’s thoughts
In each other’s fingertips my pen
Onto paper
My paper into your hands
Our hearts together strong

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It’s starting
There it goes
I can hear it
My pulse begins to rattle inside my chest
Shaking as if an earthquake has just erupted inside my belly
My hands began to tremble and my eyes are no longer clear
But blurred with confusions
How does my mind take over my life like this
How does it go from zero to
One hundred so quick
How can everything feel like it’s weighing in on me
I am human
But part of me feels like I don’t belong on earth
It’s starting
here it goes
The breathing gets lighter but harder
Oxygen seems to be disappearing
Look around
Grab hold onto something
Tug at your clothes
Cry
Scream
Wait you can’t
My eyes started to close and all I could see flashing was
Her hand
His hand
Her heart
His hurt
Blood
Red
Black
Here it comes
There it goes
How does these memories have nothing to do with the issue that causes this attack but they flood into
Remembrance EveryTime I go NUMB
EVERY TIME I WANT TO FEEL AND CANT
I Blame them
I Blame myself
I am human
But why is it
That my body malfunctions
As if I was a robot
Crafted by the devil
I squeeze my skin
Pinch till it hurts
Beg for it to hurt
Everything’s in slow motion
And then I can hear
Her yell
His shout
Spit
Sweat
Dim
Lights
I am at my weakest state when I submit to my fears
Allow them to control my actions
I am at my most vulnerable state
When I allow others ability to hurt me
Cause me to jump off the cliff
I never wanted to stand on top of in the first place
It’s like I allow them to chain me to an anchor
And Place me into the water
It’s like I don’t even try to hold my breath.
My tongue is tingling
My toes are tapping
My fingers are cold
Here it comes
I can feel it
Moving up my limbs
Inching it’s way through my spine
Biting down on my vocal cords
Collapsing my sanity
Dragging me through the pits of hell
Shhh
If your silent enough
You can hear the tears hit the ground
And as soon as it’s over They dry up
I’ll stand up
And you’ll never know where the bruises came from
You’ll never know how many there were that night
And then like a flower
Waiting for it’s turn
To be beautiful
To someone
Anyone again
I’ll bloom and shrivel
and die and blossom
But for now
Here it comes
There it Goes
I’ll whisper Breathe
Breathe
………..Fucking Breathe
FUCK!
IT
.PANIC.

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